bloody bitch la ..
Friday, August 24, 2007
♥ 6:59 AM
yesterday my parents slap me la..
damm freakin pain la can..
cos of my stupid sister of my..
then my parents sae tat u as the big sister
mus do a good role model 4em to learn..
hey i tell u i oso human lei will make mistake de can
n is lyk no my problem sae until it is my problem de lol..
then sae sae sae then sae umtil my study n then my cca..
so damm pissed of them la can..
helo my dear parents of my pls la..
u all noe i ove my cca if i dun go i dun lyk it de..
n is lyk im in the main 6 la..
i wan to play well lol now everything all so weak liao le can..
n i dun lyk it n i will feel veri pissed wif myself n make others angry de lol..
why cant they jus understand how i feel deep down de la..
i freakin sad la..
no one care abt me i can sae tat lol..
i veri confused la..why my parents always onli noe how to scold me not my sisters?
i hv already try to change liao le can..
then the match on mon wif the cedar gals i can play..
i so so wish to play can..i wan to not i dun wan..
my parents wan me to study la dun wan me go 4 cca anymore la can..
n cos of tis i fight wif em lol..
n i dun feel any freedom lol..
cant go out wif my frenz..
no choice to choose anything..
cant decide anything by myself instead everthing they choose 4 me..
n i dun lyk the way they do it la can..
n i dun hv they courage to tell emt tis la..
wonder wad will happen if i ask em can!!
then 2day in skool..
i cried in skool during ss la can..
recall abt wad happen yesterday lol..
then the whole day my mood was lyk so damm moody lol..
i saw my 2 darling but we nvr chat wif each other sia..
freakin sad oso lol..
BUT i love you!!
dun worry i will be dere wif u de no matter wad k..
then abt me nvm la dun care me oso can de..
i onli noe i sux lol..tats true i think..
4 periods of A maths la..
then we do questions as usually lol..
n durin the break we wen to the disturb the art students lol..hahas..
then we play volleyball in MR CHAN homeroom lol..
play wif yen ton..ujjal..zhou..cheryl..zeb lol..
then i feel tat esther dun lyk her 2day la cam..
so damm quiet lol 2day her not lyk her usual self can
but she sae nth happen lol..
so ESTHER take care k..
n i hope tat u will be hyper lyk b4 not lyk 2day la..
cos i not use to it n i lyk u to be hyper..
after skool sth happen tat whole thing happen in the ava room..
cos we hv meetin 4 the KL trip..
tat BLOODY BITCH..
so wad u big size ar?so wad i small size ar..
wads ur problem..n helo u are the 1 hu started wif it k not me..
if u dun hit i will not hit back k..
wad the shit u doin n u still shout at me so wad if u use the book is still the same k..
then i free so so damm pissed la can..
