2day:still sad lol..
Wednesday, August 1, 2007
♥ 5:52 AM
why mus ppl cum spam my blog ar.. haiz..why ..they got nth to do is it..
4 fun ar..then cum my blog insult my dear frenz and esp insult my skool..
i hate ppl to do tat lol..insult me skool 4 wad..
insult my frenz 4 wad..got nth to do ..find sth to do la..ppl hu spam ppl's blog sucks lol..
why ppl always lyk to do this 2me?
sae things tat hurts me so much and my frenz..
haiz is it cos of me u ppl do tis to me?
ppl i think i dun irritated u all liao le..
i dun mind to be alone by myself anyway..
cos i used to tis life liao le..
cos frm sec 1- now..i think till my sec skool life ba..
should i stay away frm anyone now..
stay away frm the world beyond my thinking..
should i do tis so everytime i will be anti-social?
as wad i always sae..
my world onli black and white..
dark..lonely..scary to live in de..
onli me can fit in dere i dun think u ppl wanna go in and live wif me rite..
so ya..alone lol..nvm de..
seldom ppl care whether im dere or not make no difference to them all..
so why i lyk to bother abt all tis..
cos all i wan is ppl to noe im dere im not transparent de lei..
i sumtims i oso ask do they really treat me as their fren or not la can..
i jus feel lyk cryin always wen my frenz lyk so damm close to 1 another wen im not..
nvm lol..they will sae i mus be open dun be a anti-social person la..
no point de can i dun be anti-social i oso dun fit in lol..
so i onli stay wif the ppl which i find is better 4me..
lets sae my team lol..
ppl frm sec 2 n 3 i seldom tok to em oso..
onli tok to thee ppl which is the sec1s lol..
i think they understand how i feel la and wad i think sumtimes lol..
ppl which noe me longer dunno..ppl jus cum in noe me so much..
haiz no point tat i continue lol..
i wan to cry laio wen tis topic starts..
zebi dun cry liao k no point cry over it too..
BIG GAL DUN CRY ONLI SMALL GAL CRY.. i think the ppl hu carea more abt me are: my family
godsisters
darling
they are the one onli i think lol..
no one else liao le i think..tats all..
sea byee to me my frnez the old me die liao le...
the new me is here..the loner and anti-social gal is born liao..
noe why i always think tis way cos ppl keep tellin me
im emo..anti-social..irritatin..dun respect me at all de ppl..
ppl hu wan me to be ard then awhile dump me aside dun care abt me lol..
is u ppl cause this to me de..which i actuall dun wan de..
i have to choice to be me lyk tat now rite..
anyone willin to help me to change do help me make my life a better place 4me..
make my life to be happy not sad..
haiz i dunno la i think u ppl willn oe hu i actually feel if u are in my shoes..
tats wad i can sae..
sae byebye to me patricia..
i noe i left a scar behind me wad can i do is jus continue wif the life i hv now lol...
wad can i still do u sae la..
why mus ppl cum spam my blog ar.. 