so damm pissed..not tat happy
Friday, July 20, 2007
♥ 6:19 AM
so damm pissed la can..my sister so irritatin la can..she go tell my parents tat i pinch and push her la..then is lyk i nvr lol..then i get scoldin frm my parents..then now i cryin lyk hell eyes swollen..then they nvr ask properly they scold me so damm unfair to ME..why cant they ask 1st b4 they cum scold me la..I HATE MYSELF..I HATE MYSELF..i injured myself le..my hand veri pain..so damm pain la can..move oso damm pain..i take pen oso cannot pain la..so wad no one care so wad 4 i care so much about myself then?why is happenin to me again?the easy way:i think i jus go up to the past me lyk livin in my own world..1 dark and lonely world of my hu cares so much abt me for wad..make no difference to my frenz or my family..so wad for u ppl care abt me?no one lyk me to be around so i think i jus stay in 1 corner all by myself then since i make no difference to them all..stay all alone by myself ..talk to myself..solve my things myself dun wan to depend on anyone anymore..they care cos they nid help frm me..wen u ppl dun nid help u ppl dump me aside all by myself so im use to wad u ppl given me..how can i change u ppl tell me?how to ?so wad if i dun lyk all this..i still have to live wif all this rite..
