durin CD.. my class discuss wad kind of design they wan 4 the class shirt.. abt 1period over i get abit pissed wif the class la.. wad design tat zed pong and frenz design they dun wan it.. then i call them design lol.. the class dun wan to work wif me so i shouted.. then they sae shout wad shout u shout up 1st lol.. they i keep quiet lol.. 1person how to fight wif the class.. i wen back my place to do my maths lol.. i onli bang my pencil box on the table onli wad.. then the tay yu wen shout at me me sae:patricia can u dun show attitude ma? the ok i keep quiet nvm i dun bother.. then my chair missin they i sit on the floor... then i decide to cry to release the stress i have and the anger inside me tats all la .. then ppl sae tat all i wan is ppl ard to pity me and to have attention frm them la.. and is lyk i nvr sae i wan rite.. wads u ppl the problem..i cry not cos of tat can.. can u ppl sae wad happen not b4 u all cum scold me ma? i oso have feelin de can.. u ppl jus make my life veri hard la.. 4 u ppl to noe begin a monitor is lyk not tat easy can hav to keep the class quiet if not we are they ones hu will get all the scoldins 1st can.. cant u ppl jus spare me a thought ma.. i veri the stress to control the class liao le lei.. always im the onli 1 shoutin lyk hell in the class the other 3monitors dun shout as u ppl noe.. is not i lyk to shout lei i shout later i hv sore throat is me lei im the 1 hu will have de lei.. ppl i tell u all.. if u ppl dun wan me to continue to be monitor tell me la.. i tell the teachers tat i step down lol.. then u ppl no nid me to shout liao le lol... they i bet u ppl will be damm happy abt it de rite..
after skool i saw suhan then i tok to her.. to let out the stress tat i have inside me la.. after tokin to her i feel abit relax lol.. havin her as my godsister is fun and i lyk her as my godsis.. i find tat sum times she reaaly understand how i really feel deep down lol.. suhan thanz for begin a good listener ar.. happy to hv u ard help me wif all the problems i have lol gal u rocks la.. if i dunno u i dunno hu i will really tel any1 abt all this can.. help me to be not tat stressful i have in the beginin can.
durin trg.. i not tat happy oso la.. cos i still cant play la can.. cos of my hand still not totally recover yet lol.. then mon goin sum skool to play friendly match.. but i so damm scared lol is lyk i 1week nvr trg liao le can.. hahas..but i can do it de lol.. ppl believe in me tat i can do it de..
I M NOT EMO.. i jus stress tats all..not emo ok .. totally not emo at all k 4 ur info..
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