damm sad 2day...tats the mood 4 the day.. i will be transparent to people around me liao le.. ONCE A LONER..ALWAYS A LONER.. i cant change the fate given to me.. so hate lessons during physics class la can.. i keep on shoutin lyk hell..then they dun bother la.. so damm noisy lol then they keep on playin ans playin then is lyk im transparent to them can.. IM NOT TRANSPARENT AT ALL LA..
is lyk begin a monitor so damm hard la.. then at the same time i have to study harder and prove my parents wrong.. so damm stress i cant take this anymore la can.. i oso not tat willin to be a monitor..is not i wan de.. is teachers call meto do de can.. why u ppl frm 3b are jus tryin to drive me more and more crazy? cant u ppl understand how i feel? veri busy always hav to help u ppl.. call u all to keep quiet all.. hey i alone i cant do all this lei..we are as a class.. sth to ask 3B ppl: u ppl treat me lyk tat u ppl wanna take over my place? u ppl wanna drive me crazy rite? if tis is the way i dun mind tat i step down de lei..
i veri stress wif all tis.. why so damm stress now la can.. i veri stress this few days cant really do things rite! i give up ok ma? VERI THE STRESS.. i dun wan to be in tis way of living la can.. my heart broken to pieces liao le.. leave a scar behind liao ..no point tat i recover rite? veri stress 4 me veri.. hu care 4 me so much u tell me..
even in my cca i not lyk last time lyk tat liao le lei.. i feel tat my interest in volleyball not lyk hw i was interested de.. always go 4 cca..if i nvr go lyk alot of trg i miss.. feel veri uncomfortable de la.. tell me hu can sae tat u or who ever noe alot abt me.. noe how i really feel deep inside me? no one rite..100% no one really understand me la can..
i feel tat i totally change liao le.. i lyk no longer patricia..feel more lyk a loner liao le.. hu cares so mush 4 me no one .. so why i still care 4 myself.. i think of ill treatin myself lei.. lyk cuttin myself..slashin... dun eat anythings.. tats me i think..
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