i not lyk to day lol.... sadness has always cum to me to make me feel so damm lonely.. once i step into the skool i will noe how my day is goin to be after all.. sadness..darkness.loneliness.. all alone by myself at one corner in one room aall by myself.. i noe my whole life onli and tis 2 colours: black and white..tats all.. i feel lyk cryin any1 out dere wan to lend me ur shoulders??
sad is the word i noe.. my dic onli have the word sad not happy.. onli sumtimes happy is in my dic tats all.. can ppl tell me why tis happenin to me?
no one care whether im around or not.. i think i does not make any difference to anyone ard me lol.. DARLING im so damm sorry abt it.. sorry to disppoint u... u noe wad i hv a thinkin od dyin now can.. penknife is lyk calling to me to to him la.. so ppl jus let me die i dun make any difference to anyone oso.. so wad if im emo is oso not ur bussiness rite.. so busybody 4 wad u tell me? i no longer the person u noe me b4 ppl.. i change liao le.. the person hu u noe in the past die liao le.. and importantly: the best thing is i quit volleyball this may not happen.. sorry guys if i trouble u all so much hope tat u all 4give me.. and accept me can?then new me tats all..
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Those god-sisters
DARLING
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Definitely Volleyball :D
Blogging
Cam-whoring
smsin
chattin
surf the net
be care n love
take neoprints
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& hates
spammers
backstabbers
liar
cheaters
betrayers
ppl dun trust me
ppl hu hate me
ppl hu treat me unfairly
ppl hu dun lyk me to be ard
be alone
ppl hu pissed me off
ppl hu keep on laughin at me
i hate myself
i cant make anyone happy
onli noe hw to make ppl upset
bloody bitch
being neglected
being rejected
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new fone
webcam
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new volleyball
OP stuff
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billabong bag
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bicycle
secret diary
room
new MP4 player
