Tuesday, May 22, 2007
♥ 6:48 AM
so lonely this few days..
feel so damm rejected by someone la..
so sad wif no one accompany me at all la..
hu will accompany?
i feel that no one care for me now la..
haiz why my life is always lyk tat..
frenz dun care..
god sisters dun care..
galfrenz oso dun care..
tell me who care 4 me?
or no one care about mt at all lei?
WHY IS LY LIFE LYK TAT?
FEEL SO REJECTED BY MY GALFREN LA..
hai i have a feelin that no wanna to bother about at ALL la
wad for i still wan to suffer can i do sth to let all this go?
i cryin now dun feel any concern ,love or care frm ppl around me at all la..
i wan care, love,concern and more from people around me ..this is wad i wan hu willin to show tat to me who i am now..
sad day
Friday, May 18, 2007
♥ 7:05 AM
i feel so sad..
when i nid someone to be around wif me when i wan them to be..
always dun have de..
i feel so sad..
like in this world no one noe much abt this gal here now..
where i am now..on my own..
like i aws trapped in a room all by myself..
all i can do is to depend on myself..
support myself in wad i do..
encourage myself..
take care of myself..
love myslf..
die myself..
torture myself.
no one will noe cos i was in the room all by myself..
Thursday, May 17, 2007
♥ 6:05 AM
feel so damm lonely now no one here to accompany me la..
my god sis..good fren..all..
haiz..wonder hu will lyk me?
wad they lyk abt me???
someone tell me pls..
people why u all dun like me??
why?
i feel so extra in this whole i am livin now..
is this point 4 me to live on..
NO POINT 4 ME RITE..
feel lyk slashin myself now wif sharp penknife..
slash..slash..
blood slowly drip frm my hands..
so much blood so deep cut on my hand..
my cca rockz my life but wad is the point if the team dun really wan me to be around..
or i jus quit but i cant bear to do so coz i so love this cca..
this cca really rockz my life..
bright up each day of my life ever..
Tuesday, May 15, 2007
♥ 7:44 AM
hey !
2day have photo takin 4 class and cca..
4 class some a maths ppl take paper to be the more out standin one sia..
4 cca i think i am the extra 1 coz i the onli wan standin next to the juniors onli..
i love the juniors than the seniors..
juniors care abt me more than the seniors..
they treat me tat i am there but seniors is the opposite..sometimes i do feel left out when i am wif the sec2 and 3..they lyk givin me a feelin tat i dun exist in this cca la..wad 4 i still continue wif this cca when is lyk not much ppl lyk me..
i really dunno wad to do..can someone tell me wad to do advise given to me pls..
i really tired of this already..wheni let myself to recall abt this i may cry of this coz i feel tat they dun care abt me at all..in the class sometimes oso the same ppl dun treat me there pick on me dun respect me de i really hate this la..
thank god i still have my juniors and god sis to be around wif me if i nid accompany..
love them so much really they really rox and change my life..
i love my god sisters and good frenz(they noe hu they are)..
luve u guys rox my life and bright up everyday of my life..
kisses and hugs 4 u all..
Wednesday, May 2, 2007
♥ 7:32 AM
hey yo!
so sian today can..
common test comin le..
guys i here wish u all good luck ar..
i still wonderin hu is tat gal hu lyk me ?
can someone jus tell me hu she is in express..
so love this year juniors esp my god sis..
haha
happy birthday nadia..love u take care enjoy yr wonderful day ar...
