Wednesday, February 28, 2007
♥ 4:31 AM
me feel so lonely lei...
haiz ppl can u ppl try to understand me more inside
not the outside of me?
can ppl?
can help me wif this ?
Monday, February 26, 2007
♥ 5:27 AM
i feel lyk cuttin myself..
always i call myself to do tat..
in the end i will not do de can..
do my frenz lyk me to be around?
or i jus too sensative le?
can someone tell me?
Saturday, February 24, 2007
♥ 5:51 AM
frenz around me sometimes treat me good sometimes not...
yx do not have the time to write my book..
what can i say?
i trust her..does she trust me??
hope that wadever things i write she will not
show or tell the other abt it or make fun of me...
why is my life lyk tat?
mei...
why u ppl treat me so good?
i not that fit that u treat me tis good
cos i am a rotten apple tat no one wan
so u can do that 2,throw mw aside if u wan..
cos I AM A ROTTEN APPLE..THAT NO ONE WANS..
remember this...
i cry why no one lyk me...
am i forever a loner tat will be lonely for her life?
Thursday, February 22, 2007
♥ 5:37 AM
i so hate me myself can..
why my frenz treat me lyk tat?
why always i have to group with my frenz..
i dun really group with them de ..
but i will always partnerin those ppl hu i dun usually work with...
this make me feel so hurt la can..
why lei lyk they treat me lyk a doll lyk tat de..
is lyk they wan me they will come to me ..
when they dun nid me to be around me and thery jus dump me at 1 side..
pls la frenz why do u ppl wan to treat me this way which it hurts me damm much can...
Tuesday, February 20, 2007
♥ 5:34 AM
i jus find that no one really noe me much...
things that i describes me mtself..
loneliness...
sadness..
unhappy..
stupid..
there isn't anything good abt me..
what can i say...
nth..
my frenz
sometimes they come to me for help
when do not nid me they jus throw me one side..
all alone my my own..
where no one wants to talk to me ..
tell me la what can i say to them la
i dunreally dare to go to them and say ..
hu can help me with that lei..
pls help me..
haiz is there anyone wan to help me???
no one ..right ...no one at all...
what can i do to change??
or am i sick inside or what ?
♥ 12:30 AM
hey ppl around me i feel veri lonely here lei...
why i not lyk my frenz...
so popular...
so much frenz with them...
get along with others so well...
ppl respect them can but not me at all...
i treat ppl around me good la..
but hu can tell me what i will get in the end..
nth but loneliness..
what i always wish for is...
is my frenz respect me..
lyk make me feel belong to a group..
not what i am in now..
really the true i really feel lonely...
not much frenz around...
Saturday, February 10, 2007
♥ 6:25 AM
i feel lyk a damm loser la can!!!
is i never come to skool for 4 days cos i have sore eyes..
then i come back 2 skool the 1 unlucky thing is my frenz
they jus lyk scolded me la..as they say that we the monitor never do a good jod
as a good monitor they wish to have la..
then they say that we always last min call them to do things or to pay $$$
the worst is...
i jus recover and i have to help the class to do the total defence things..
help them find the info and think of what are we goin to do next...
i can say that lyk some people in the class respect me can...
is lyk i have already try my best to do things well as a monitor...
i have a lot of stress being a monitor...
sometimes they say i am a monitor i cant do any wrong..
lyk eatin sweets...
hey i am human la i have feelings one la...
i not COLD-BLOODED can i am a WARM-BLOODED.....
this hurt me so deep down la...
is lyk no one really noe what i wan..
all i want is the class PLS respect us as the monitor...
being a monitor is a very hard and tough job..
people dun really understands much cos they say that bein a monitor is a easy thing to do...
and i disagree with that..
Monday, February 5, 2007
♥ 11:26 PM
i have sore eye can so damm sad cant go to skool to have fun wif frenz la...
monday that time my sis let me have sore eye..
yesterday everyone in my family have sore eye and it is oso my sis angie birthday...
haha so unlucky for her birthday some more can
so damm funny on my sis birthday all of my family members have sore eyes...
